October 2009
1 post
Real fucking mature.
September 2009
11 posts
You are so full of bull.
My hamster died. :((((:((((:((((
I think thats the first time I’ve ever said that to you.
stick it up my butt
Control
Saturday was scary. But I learned something about my self. I have learned to control everything around me. I make sure that everything is always under control. I make sure everyone sees me as in control.
And I never let anyone see me slip or fail. Mainly so no one sees what’s really going on inside. Saturday was the most I’ve ever been out of control of my body. And I could do...
I slept in your t shirt last night.
It made me feel like I was loved.
I pretended you were there with me.
Giving me kisses and hugs.
I dreamt that night.
That we fell in love.
We were so happy together.
You picked me up and spun me round.
I laughed and cryed in your arms.
We were beautiful.
I wish I never had to wake up.
All better
:)
Let’s hope this lasts?
I’m basically going into this with every intention of coming out SINGLE!
If we don't hang out
I can’t bitch at you.
Hurry the fuck up!
This is going to be interesting.
I’m not going to let this happen anymore. I am going to make my feelings known. You should be scared. :)
:)
Ill kill you in your sleep!
kthxbai
August 2009
37 posts
I like my made up world better. Good night.
I have some how manage to get four people pissed at me today. So pissed that they wanted to be done with me. To break up with me. To never talk to me again. And to literally kil me. I don’t understand. I don’t think I’ve been that horrible. In fact two of those times I had no idea I was upsetting anyone. This is killing me.
Jesika
You’re going to be the death of derek and I. We have come to that conclusion. Hahaha
I can't even begin to explain how excited I am for...
Ahhhhhh! But I know once it cones I’ll be like “fuk d!$$$! I h4t3 c0000ld!”
Oh well. I’m still excited.
HOT ANAL
Lets party
cause i havent in like a month.
Welllll i have but not crazy fun partying. and im getting bored. Hopefullllyyyyy gonna show darcy what REALLY rolling is like this weekend. hahah. Bleh.
about a bulliten.
Sam: you know shes gonna read that and be like "wow, fuck her. what a bitch"
Me: yea. it was intentional
Sam: youre a bitch
Me: I know. I want her to hate me.
hahahaha
My dashboard is like freaking out. It keeps telling me there’s new posts. But there aren’t!
I think what I miss the most about him, was NEVER worrying about another her.
I couldn't even try to explain how intense last...
Oh my god. I think i just peed myself....
Drew: Youre name is phil? thats my brothers name.
Cop: Yea, I'm officer Phil.
Drew: Oh, your a copper?
Cop: Well yes.
Drew: So youre copper phil? Like Coppa pheel. GET IT! cop a feel! I CRACK MYSELF UP!!
Cop: uhhh, i suppose so.
Oh boy. Now the cop basically thinks we're insane? Sweeet! hahahah
Oooh
The whole chesire cat thing definitely mad me want to watch alice in wonderland. :)
I havent seen it in a long ass time. :D
I havent been on tumblr much
I havent had anything to say. My ideas arent of much entertainment to myself let alone anyone else that would read them. With school back all i do is go to school. Hang out with derek(or megan, or austin, or etc.) Then i come home and do homework(sometimes) and sleep. I wish it was summer again. I had all sorts of new experiences and exciting things to talk about, or they were exciting to me. This...
Sam: Man, i wish i was a nigger.
Me: Excuse me?
Sam: Then i could run around alll crazy like and do whatever i wanted.
Me: I would murder you. Brutally.
Sam: Oh.
YES
littlejesika:
I found the movie!
‘but im a cheerleader’ I only watched the ending before, and that was right when i moved here. And it never came on again. And then i forgot the name. So i had to type into google ‘movie about where they try to turn gays straight’ and my results werent really what i was looking for, more like, actual places that ‘turn’ you straight.
but then WALAA! i found...
:)))
Things have been going good lately. I haven’t spent much time with megan which has been nice cause im pretty well ready to kill her.
The other night she was spending the night at my house. However, she of course wanted to party. So we were going to go to moss’ (mainly because she wanted to fuck him to get back at her ex) but then the ex apologized and she decided we should instead go...
I wish my mom would just let me get my piercings!
7 days.
(via littlejesika)
Just gonna let you know that it was a little creepy to log on to tumblr at like four in the morning and see 7 days. Brought back some ring memories. Hahaaha
Just an FYI
My boobs hurt really bad. Buttttt I think they’re getting bigger, so yay.
Kthxbai.
School starts tomorrow
Im not sure if im excited or annoyed or what. My stepbrother is gonna be a freshman. Which im not excited for. Too much shit goes around that school, im sure he’ll hear stories of me, and i really dont want him to. My schedule is pretty sweet however, so im excited for that. its gonna be pretty freaking easy.
-TA(for lowthorp, im so pumped)
-Spanish 7-8( i have sampanes, and she still...
Shweet!
No Yuma! Still grounded. I’m going to attempt to weasel my way out of it.
On my last night of summer
I have to go to Yuma to retrieve my grandfather shitty old car so I don’t have to walk to school. I’m grounded all week so I could not go to either massive party last night or any of the three going on tonight. I have not been allowed out all week, except to hang out with derek. I believe this is stupidest thing yet.
Sorry, I like to complain.
I wish I was at that damn party. I'm gonna hearso...
Fuck!
i heard there was a secret chord that david played and it pleased the lord but you don’t really care for music, do you well it goes like this the fourth, the fifth the minor fall and the major lift the baffled king composing hallelujah hallelujah… well your faith was strong but you needed proof you saw her bathing on the roof her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you she tied you to...
I have somethings i need to get off my chest.
I’m not really sure how im supposed to handle things anymore. I’m not really sure how i feel about things anymore. All of my close friends have begun to severely annoy me. I can’t go five minutes without them doing something that makes me want to strangle them. I want to meet new people and befriend them, but i dont want to lose my current friends. I just want them to not be...
Fuck you
I’d rather you kick me out than be trapped in this hell hole.
crushes:
D,
I’ll never know what to say to make you feel better when you’re down, but trust me - if I could bear your pain so you wouldn’t hurt, I would.
— A
I miss my old best friends
I need new ones.
Today i downloaded 50 songs
I still do not have my collection where i want it.
But i cant figure out what other songs i want.
Hmmm this is difficult. I need new music suggestions.
So I just learned that smiling supresses your gag...
Does that mean if you smile while giving head you can easily deepthroat someone? Just a thought.
via text
Me: Did you know that everybody loves raymond?
Josh: Fuck that bitch. Everybody loves josh sauce.
Me: Oh, i guess your right.
Josh: Hell yea i am.
Me: Does everyone love shea?
Josh: No.
Me: :(
Josh: I'm the only one who loves shea.
Me: hahahaha oh.
Im really OCD about my Itunes.
:B
hahahaha it has like buck teeth.
kbye.
13
fuck you.
Oh and btw jesika
littlejesika:
sheaaphobiayo:
It’s not my fault we were no longer practically sisters when I started doing this stuff. I sorts did back then.moose! And where did you find that picture? Hahahah
I stalked your friends. Your picture was in the small things in the right on the 2.0 layout, and i know how to make the myspace pictures bigger. It was the friend i thought you might have turned lesbian...
Oh and btw jesika
It’s not my fault we were no longer practically sisters when I started doing this stuff. I sorts did back then.moose!
And where did you find that picture? Hahahah
Internet
I feel like I should post hundreds of posts in the next ten minutes. Because we don’t have Internet at the house for a while so I feel like I need to make up for lost time while I have wifi on my iPod.
Jake: so have you ever thizzed?
Me: have I ever thizzed?
Jake: yeah you know. Thizzed. Rolled. Done ecstasy.
Me: thanks for the definition jake. I know what it means. Hahah. Promise.
I'm such a sarcastic bitch.
July 2009
60 posts
It's so funny how quickly my mood changes. Fucking...