Real fucking mature.

You are so full of bull.

My hamster died. :((((:((((:((((

I think thats the first time I’ve ever said that to you.

stick it up my butt

Saturday was scary. But I learned something about my self. I have learned to control everything around me. I make sure that everything is always under control. I make sure everyone sees me as in control.
And I never let anyone see me slip or fail. Mainly so no one sees what’s really going on inside. Saturday was the most I’ve ever been out of control of my body. And I could do nothing to stop it. I didn’t even have something trapped in it with me. Blah

I slept in your t shirt last night.

It made me feel like I was loved.

I pretended you were there with me.

Giving me kisses and hugs.

I dreamt that night.

That we fell in love.

We were so happy together.

You picked me up and spun me round.

I laughed and cryed in your arms.

We were beautiful.

I wish I never had to wake up.

:)

Let’s hope this lasts?

I’m basically going into this with every intention of coming out SINGLE!

I can’t bitch at you. Hurry the fuck up!